Last night, my little boy displayed one hell of a circus of tantrums and I snapped once again. I felt my nerves burning, my heart pounding, my breathing long and heavy and my hands out of control. I yelled. I scolded my little boy like I don't own him, and ended up in tears, again. I totally abhor my temper, and the fact that I can't handle it makes me hate myself more. Lord, please help me. I know it's normal to be angry, but when I end up hurting the most precious love of my life, that is totally inappropriate, unacceptable and ridiculous. Please forgive me baby.
Monday, October 15, 2012
Wanted: Anger Manager ( October 16, 2012 )
Last night, my little boy displayed one hell of a circus of tantrums and I snapped once again. I felt my nerves burning, my heart pounding, my breathing long and heavy and my hands out of control. I yelled. I scolded my little boy like I don't own him, and ended up in tears, again. I totally abhor my temper, and the fact that I can't handle it makes me hate myself more. Lord, please help me. I know it's normal to be angry, but when I end up hurting the most precious love of my life, that is totally inappropriate, unacceptable and ridiculous. Please forgive me baby.
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