Maybe I haven't fully absorbed the weight of my decision, and all the consequences that come along with it. I know I failed my family, my parents, at the most. I know I've started a new life, and that my happiness is misunderstood by them. I know what I lost. I just don't know how to deal with it now. I found my way back to the man I love, and the chance to start over, as a family. But losing the family I've grown with, is an absurd reality and a hindrance to my happiness... I guess I really don't deserve to be happy.
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