If I say things again, I would hurt, absolutely and may regret. Silence has kept me still, less vulnerable and more strange. I love how it handles my inner peace and how it chooses to ignore my heart at war. I wish I can be like this forever. I want a me who doesn't have to say "No", a me who doesn't need to say, "I can forget" and a me who doesn't have to say, "Please, let me go.." I want a you who understands what I can't and won't say. It will be hell easier if we can just both shut up and move on.
But I will have to make an exception tomorrow. It is Fathers' day. And no matter how unworthy you maybe, you are still the father of my son.
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