Monday, June 4, 2012

Desire for Danger ( June 4, 2012 )




When I was in college, I used to risk a lot. I risked not because I trust myself, but because there is so much thrill in knowing the danger of the unknown. I was fearless and reckless. I am back to being like that now, only, I am not risking.

I have trust issues with myself. I oftentimes do not trust what I feel. I am almost eternally doubtful. Today, I lost that. I feel very certain that I am missing you so much. And this has got to end..I know this danger, very well. I can't risk. Never.

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