I am having a very intense physical longing for him. That's why I miss him so..and I feel like I am more in love with him. I really hope that's just the reason. Otherwise, I am so screwed..figuratively.
"So what happens next after you have forgiven?", I asked my friend. She said, "You let go, you move on and may be find another to make you happier." I said, "Can I skip some steps?" She said, "No.." Damn, I am so so screwed.
All I think of everyday is how to be ready for him..again. Because of more complicated complications, the crazier setup and the horrible scenarios... I must think......and stop talking about sex. Really.
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