Everytime I show Euwy that I am mad because he did something wrong,he would give me the little cute sad face,point to my chest while saying "Mama" over and over again,then climb up to face and kiss me until I say,"Mama's not mad anymore. I love you too baby.."
Yes,I've had a pretty insane and horrible love history. I've been in and out of the most damaging relationships and was fortunately healed by time every now and then. At present, everything is still looking and feeling painful to me. And yes I am terribly broken..and mad..but when my little boy does what he always do, for a moment..in that instant..the pain goes off and I am the happiest woman alive..again. I gave birth to my own painkiller. I love you so much Euwy.. Thank you.
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