In exactly two months, my little boy is turning two years old. Time really moves crazy fast, and changes are both rough and rewarding. Every day is a new day, and although I haven't adjusted yet, I already feel proud of the littlest accomplishments I've made each passing day. I am not perfect, but I've always tried my best. I've been changed by love, and motherhood. I've been changed by you, baby.
My love, I am sorry for the times I get tired and end up being mad at you. I don't want to be the kind of mother who scolds and hits, and just turns into a monster when put into stress and depression. I am deeply afraid I'm becoming one. So please forgive me and trust that I will find a better way to deal with my issues. I will try to be more patient, more loving and more of everything to be the best mother for you. I love you so, so much. With God's guidance, we will get through everything baby.
To my first love, my one true love, the love of my life.. My most beloved man, happy 22nd month Euwy!I know I'll never love this way again.. I love you forever baby!
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