I wish there's a quick cure for envy. It almost killed me today. I spent the day shivering not at the stroke of cold weather, but at the thought of happy couples I know. I wondered very hard. I sought for reasons. I searched for every valid excuse. I analyzed. I made assumptions, created stories in my head. Why do they look happy? How were they able to stick together? Don't I deserve such state? Am I the only one feeling this envious? I felt more horrible. I couldn't stand this craze. Somehow, I know that the only cure for envy, the only thing that should be worth all this mad waiting, is also the reason for it - Happiness. So I wait...
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