I know you're sorry for a lot of things, but if you're particularly apologizing for your reply to my drunken message the other night, then I accept it. I've said hurtful things, and I honestly don't regret them. That's how I felt at the moment. I've been keeping a lot to myself lately and it didn't do me any good. I thought some silence could do a quick fix, a sudden cure to my depression. I sometimes think I'm getting better. Most of the times, I am wrong. I have to stop pretending I'm fine and deal with my issues bit by bit. I also want you to know that your apology made me feel better today. We're probably both coming to our senses. I really hope so. The right to fatherhood is earned, and eventually you have to get back to your feet and find the courage to start over, to accept changes and become a better man. I am not going to judge you anymore. You're right, I don't fully understand what you are going through, but I know that you are a parent like me and that we both owe Euwy all the love and support he needs. He deserves the best.
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