Day One ( February 15, 2012 )

I miss him. I miss him. I miss him. And I'm just on day one.

I'm afraid I might not find the courage, and the will to write everyday again because he is out of my life. He's the reason I started to write again and now that we both decided to cut the cord, I feel terribly out of any writable thoughts.

I miss you. I really do.. That's all I know now and oh, I love you, too.

And just like that, I broke the rule tonight. I called you and burst into childish tears...