A day before Valentine's, I received a very unexpected text message. The other woman is apologizing. She said it doesn't matter if I don't take it. She just wanted to say it.
For like ten minutes after I read her message, I was in cold shock. I didn't know what to feel,or how to react or if I should reply. Then I focused. And from what I understood, it seemed like she is not really sorry. She was washing her hands clean of the mess. She said if she didn't agree with his promises and lies then all of these would've not happened. I told her she didn't just agree. She believed and took part. She can never be the victim.
Now, how do I forgive an enemy I haven't seen?a woman who is still giving me sleepless nights and ugly dreams?a person who is not really a person?someone who stole the love of my life, and my chance to have my own family?
I accepted her apology and told her I still believe that she deserves to suffer.
I am not ready to forgive and forget. But I wish I can begin to accept.
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