Tonight, I am fighting the urge to tell you I love you. After the whole awakening experience, I feel I have to be extra careful. There are things I hope I wouldn't do and things I must not say. I don't want to lead you on. I don't want you to feel safe. I don't want you to feel it is ok.
Tonight, I won the battle. After only three bottles of booze, I can comfortably say that I have no reason, at least not enough, to send you another drunk message and proclaim a love I have to lose...or have already lost.
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