Since I couldn't get even, I trusted karma to do the filthy job for me. Karma was the justice I sought. I felt it would give me the answers I need. I was so hooked up waiting for the perfect time to watch them suffer. I was itching to see how it works. But karma, is, really, just an itch.
Slowly I am letting go of the itch, as I am accepting pain and understanding my faith. As I am letting go of anger and fear, I am also scratching the desire for karma. Soon, this will be over.
I realized that instead of waiting for karma to do its deed, I will just lift everything to God. I am very certain that God will never be happy if I take delight in watching those who hurt me suffer. Besides, there are better things to do than watch unworthy people living and sharing their mutual pains. I should just get myself busy becoming better and stronger. God would be proud of me.
In God's will and time, I will be healed and maybe, after forgiveness, I may learn to pray for them. I really hope, I will.
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