I wish there was a manual for good motherhood. I would probably kill to get the first print. More than anyone I know and love in this world, my son deserves to have a good mother. If I can't be the best, I'd definitely go with being a good one, for now, at least.
Learning is crazy. The moments are irreplaceable. The tasks are bone-breaking. The judgment is rough. And though sometimes I think I have given my best, I still can't help but feel that it wasn't good enough and that I am so terrible at what I do, no matter how I try.
I wish I had been more prepared, more accepting, more willing and more patient. I wish to give so much MORE.. and I hope to be given more time..to try and learn, and be good.
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