If you choose her.. (May 16, 2012 )

I am not a saint. I am no martyr. I may have forgiven, but that is it. I strongly feel I have done my part by not wishing and wanting to watch you both suffer. That's all I can offer, and all that I am capable of.

But if you choose her, I will take it all back. You will have nothing left but the memory of us. You will be forgotten, and never be forgiven. I will be unkind. I will break, mend and forget. Yes, you probably deserve to be happy in time, but not with her. Never with her.