No matter how many times he broke my heart, I still could not find the strength and the courage to completely hate and ignore my McBestfriend. I miss him so much that it heavily hurts me how he makes and breaks promises, and ignores me almost all the time.
We used to be like soul sisters. We had the best and worst times together. He was always there for me.. And I was always there for him. Until time and distance interrupted, and changed our friendship. I tried so hard to reach out for him but the longer it takes, the harder it gets. I feel ignored, taken for granted. It's like he's been pushing me away all these times, until I finally give up. We are not ourselves anymore.
Tonight, I said sad things to him. I was in deep pain as I told him that I am never gonna bother him again. For now, it's all I can do.. And maybe on my own, as always, just pray for his safety everyday, and wish that in time, the hurt will go away..and we can be best of friends again. In my heart, I am never giving up.
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