I did another weigh-in today, and as it was the last time I checked, I'm still at 140 lbs. But I am only half frustrated now, because in spite the unchanging weight after all the dancing and diet, I kinda feel lighter. It's probably because my son is starting to get better, or because I am feeling much better about myself. Or maybe both. It's all in the mind, really. I am glad to have felt differently when I saw you yesterday. I am happy I survived. I am thankful I am not crazy about you anymore. Or maybe not as much. Still, it's good to know I am moving, leaving the heavy grudge, feeling lighter and better. I hope you are, too. Or maybe not...
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