It is going to be another night full of worries, discomfort, nerve-cracking and a lot of hopeful praying. My little boy is sick AGAIN and I'm going nuts and delirious! It's only been 15 days since we last visited his pediatrician and gone through blood tests and screening. I am just enjoying my all-well baby and suddenly, he's back to being feverish. Oh God, I need Your help. Keep me sane and focused. Make me stronger in mind, heart and body. We're only five days away from our most awaited Singapore trip and I am starting to be swallowed by pessimism because of what's happening. I have to have more faith, and more hope and more positivity. God I need You.
Today, in the midst of my stress and worrying, I got what-seemed-like-another-drunken message from you. It was more like a drunken reminder. You told me you love me. And that it's something you don't want to forget. Apparently, it was something you've already forgotten. You are just trying very hard to remember now, and letting me know, is not going to make it any easy for us. Just go get another drink and let's just both forget.
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