Last night I felt the itch to look at your photo. So I keyed in "euwysdad", your Twitter username and opened your avatar. It was surprising. For a while, I was numb, and uneasy. I couldn't process quickly what I was feeling. I looked intently. I wasn't at all paying attention to details. I know I didn't fall for that. I was more like trying to recollect. I froze as I try so hard to remember but couldn't. I tried to recall how that face smiles, make funny gestures or how those eyes of yours look when you're drunk and romantic. I failed, miserably. For the first time, I felt like I was looking at a stranger, or maybe some familiar face whose name I've forgotten or someone I've just bumped into when I was so busy walking down the street. I have forgotten how you were, how we were.. And I am still trying to remember..and forget some more. I hope this unfamiliarity goes on.. So I can move on.
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